i saw somethin just now..something bad..damn..it sent my tears flowing again..damn..i realized i havn't cried for a long time..why must i bump into such things? i wanna shout..i wanna scream..i wanna yell..i wanna go up to him and ask him what's his fuckin problem..damn..but who am i to do so..now? gosh..what the hell..FUCK OFF MY LIFE!!! NOW!!!